Dear Rishi,
Am so lost. I know I have things to do. I know I should channel this pain and give it meaning. So that you being with us is not forgotten. That it all should have meaning.
But, I just can't seem to get started. Will I never change?
I saw a movie, it wasn't even good and yet the lines in it brought back memories of those moments that I try to bury deep deep inside. I don't want to remember them at all.
How I miss you. It aches.
I love you.
Mama.
Am so lost. I know I have things to do. I know I should channel this pain and give it meaning. So that you being with us is not forgotten. That it all should have meaning.
But, I just can't seem to get started. Will I never change?
I saw a movie, it wasn't even good and yet the lines in it brought back memories of those moments that I try to bury deep deep inside. I don't want to remember them at all.
How I miss you. It aches.
I love you.
Mama.