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Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Home Alone

Dear Rishi,
Your dad went back to work today and am hoping he is fine. He doesn't show how much he is hurting but I know he is. After all, he spent so much more time with you than I did. Time I wish had spent with you. Every minute of every day, I wish for it. So badly to see you again.

As I watch TV, the songs I used to play for you to make you dance come up and now I have tears in my eyes. I can remember vividly how you used to give me the weirdest stare when I would dance and be wondering what is she doing.

And then you would start moving up and down. How I wish I had a video of it. How did I know that you would go so far away from me. Never to return.

I miss you so so much.

Love,
Mama

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